Iam haunted by my old sex tape
May 25, 2017
Now I’m a completely different person. I’m sober and working hard and in a new relationship with a decent guy. Only that old tape still haunts me.
Two years ago I allowed my ex-boyfriend to bring a camera into the bedroom.
I was in a bad place mentally back then. My dad had just died, I didn't have much work and became an alcoholic.
I was obsessed with my ex. He had a huge amount of power and influence over me and I thought he was wonderful.
So, when he suggested filming our love-making sessions, I thought it was the best idea in the world.
Now I'm a completely different person. I'm sober and working hard and in a new relationship with a decent guy. Only that old tape still haunts me.
I feel so ashamed. I'm terrified that my ex is planning to show it to my new love