We are four children, three boys and two girls. I am the second born and I clocked 30 years in January this year.
My 22-years- old sister who has just completed university told me that her fiancé proposed to her and they are getting married in November 2017.
The wedding preparations are in high gear and she wants me to be her maid of honour but I do not want.
We have been window shopping for her gown together but lately I feel too jealousy to take part in the preparation.
I am afraid she will soon discover my feelings because I can longer hide them.
I can’t believe I feel so sad about my only sister’s wedding.
What should I do?